Well I just wrote on facebook.."Dear Children, grandchildren.. too late this year.. but write it down for next year. my phone is xxx 999 2245 and sadly I would love to hear from you on Christmas eve or Christmas day.. I love and miss you all and I know everytrhing is so busy.. but plse next year find a few minutes. Just to say Merry Christmas Dad or Grandpapa. " but decided to not say that... so I know they don t read here..
First of December the lights went up around the balcony and were on everynight between 6 and 8 until the last week before christmas and there were on all night until I went to bed.
The manger scene was prepared and surrounded by red lights and last night the babe Jesus was put out with Mary and Joseph.
Last night from 11 to midnight I played on a speaker christmas music "Silent Night and others and today I played Children songs like Here comes Santa Claus or Frosty and others
I waited for a phone call.. I even called Tina at 9 when I knew she would be opening the gifts. and with the speaker of the phone wished everyone a Merry Christmas.
All I want for Christmas is to know what I have done wrong.. maybe I have not put enough important on christmas in the past...
I did not receive a christmas card and waited all day for a phone call. I am as good as dead.
I gave gift with joy and would not change anything but just that little thing.
Merry Christmas Dad or Grandpapa..
Maybe next year..
God Bless you all... I know I can empty my sad heart here because no one reads it. So maaybe with these few words I kill the sadness.. Yes I have stopped crying.. Guess I got some satification writing this.
Happy Birthday Jesus.... Merry Christmas all my family..
First of December the lights went up around the balcony and were on everynight between 6 and 8 until the last week before christmas and there were on all night until I went to bed.
The manger scene was prepared and surrounded by red lights and last night the babe Jesus was put out with Mary and Joseph.
Last night from 11 to midnight I played on a speaker christmas music "Silent Night and others and today I played Children songs like Here comes Santa Claus or Frosty and others
I waited for a phone call.. I even called Tina at 9 when I knew she would be opening the gifts. and with the speaker of the phone wished everyone a Merry Christmas.
All I want for Christmas is to know what I have done wrong.. maybe I have not put enough important on christmas in the past...
I did not receive a christmas card and waited all day for a phone call. I am as good as dead.
I gave gift with joy and would not change anything but just that little thing.
Merry Christmas Dad or Grandpapa..
Maybe next year..
God Bless you all... I know I can empty my sad heart here because no one reads it. So maaybe with these few words I kill the sadness.. Yes I have stopped crying.. Guess I got some satification writing this.
Happy Birthday Jesus.... Merry Christmas all my family..
